As 2012 Closes...

As 2012 has less than one hour left, I cannot help but reflect on the last 365 days...while others choose different ways to transition from the old to the new year.

One thing I discovered in 2012...

...the value of community of those who pursue a slower pace of life, who take the time to see, who take time to be present, who create with passion, and who thrive on their personal self-expression...

...finding them through several e-courses from Kim Klassen.  They have encouraged me, inspired me, understood me, and have become dear, kindred spirits.  They have taught me so much...

...and they are priceless to me.  True gifts from God.

And so have the courses been gifts as well...as I begin new ones as last year's classes come to a close.

One is called "One Little Word" with Ali Edwards.

It's about choosing one word to focus on in 2013...with intention.

And my word is...

You will learn more about this in the coming days...

...but tonight I'll say, "goodbye, dear 2012...and the many gifts you brought me...and not without pain..."

and wish all of you a 2013 filled with the very best God has...

...to receive with a thankful heart...

..and take heart that there is joy in our journey through 2013!

Out Early...Out Clickin'

Okay, I'll admit it...while I have this really great job and enjoy the work I do...

I do have certain days...where my gratitude level slips a little...

Like yesterday...oh maaaaaaaaan...a fresh, new snowstorm...on a workday, no less...

My hands were shaking...quivering...where's my camera?  I need a fix!  But I'm at work...

But then there was a gift...

We were let go early to get home safely...which I did...then Edster and I, with camera in hand...went cruisin...

I thought I'd show you some snippets from my fix!

A delightful yellow home nestled on a farm...still decorated for Christmas...

Snowing at the reservoir...

An old vintage barn in Randolph Township...

A snow covered country road next to a brilliant red barn...

A seasonal, snowy Christmas wreath with red ribbons blowing with the snow...

A small, remote creek beginning to freeze...

And a long, elegant arm of a "woman" in her long white evening gloves.

So...it was a surprise.  And though I would have been fine to have stuck it out all day, it was incredible to photograph the first significant snowfall of the season.

And I am grateful!

Christmas and the Gift Unexpected

Merry Christmas!  What a beautiful time of year!  The Christmas season can be such a mix of emotions:  remembering Christmases past with fond memories but also with misty eyes as loved ones have gone to be with Jesus...no longer with us.  Or those who are ill.  And those who are hurting, are alone, or are unloved. 

And yet it is the one time when the world stops, and we have pause to remember the Greatest Gift given...Jesus, our Savior.  And that all overflows into an unbelievable outpouring of gratitude...not for the presents under the tree...but for the basics...the important stuff...family, friends, love, a roof over our heads, food on the table, freedom to read the Bible in our home without fear...even just being able to read, to see, to hear, to feel, to smell, to touch...the list is endless...we are so blessed!

 

 

And I think about how Harry toasted George in It's A Wonderful Life...saying "To the richest man in the world!"

 





And aren't we all?  But actually, my Christmas was made for me yesterday, by an UNEXPECTED gift!

Edster and I went to spend time with my son, Caleb, who has severe autism and is non-verbal.  We picked him up at his group home, which is about 10 minutes from us.  We always take him out for a while...he loves double cheeseburgers from McDonald's. 

Now, Caleb is not known for being still and sitting down for long periods of time.  He's been a pacing pinball since his youngest days.  But yesterday, he took my hand and pulled me into his room.  He laid on his bed putting his comforter over him.  He wanted me to snuggle up to him and lay with him.  I had an hour of precious moments stroking his face and singing in his ear...reminding me of when he was little.

This Kodak moment was an UNEXPECTED gift to me from him for Christmas...or maybe I was his gift, too!

But like Mary, who pondered all these things in her heart at Jesus' birth, I will hold on to this gift forever...

Gifts Given ~ Receiving One Unexpected

December is the busiest month in my work at a children's hospital.  Christmas, children, hospital...what a combination...and we go all out to ensure our patients/families (admitted or at home) have a Merry Christmas...in addition to our day-in/day-out routine (although this job has no routine!).

As it has been so busy and hectic, my writing consistency has limped a little...and I appreciate the patience of my readers. (Mea culpa!)

I used my photography as Christmas gifts to my colleagues in pediatric palliative care who labor and sacrifice to make life better for those with chronic/complex medical conditions.

I made two sets of notecards...using 4x6 photos developed by Mpix, photomount cards and envelopes from Cheap Joes, and stationery boxes from U-Line...all internet ordered...easy peasy deluxe!!!!!  (Right up my alley!)

Set One:  Sunflowers - These were from the 100-plus volunteers from stray sunflower seeds from the bird feeders this summer.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Set Two:  Cuppas (Inspired from Kim Klassen's Beyond Layers class Day 46.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

And the gift I received...unexpected????  I'll share in my next post...(teaser)!

Merry Christmas to all of you...and wishing you a year full of gratitude in 2013!

Heart Whispers

In Day 94 in  Kim Klassen's Beyond Layers e-course, she challenged us to ponder and contemplate what is our heart whispering to us as 2012 comes to a close.  It goes so fast, doesn't it?  Providing a couple of textures, Kim challenged us to create an image based on this challenge.

What is my heart whispering to me?

One word...one word only...Seek...

While "follow your heart" on the surface seems to be good advice, I silent whisper reminded me of a passage in Jeremiah 17:9 about the human heart:

The heart is hopelessly dark and deceitful,
a puzzle that no one can figure out.
But I, God, search the heart
and examine the mind.
I get to the heart of the human.
I get to the root of things.
I treat them as they really are, not as they pretend to be. (The Message)
 

When it comes to my hopes and dreams for 2013, God's Word (not my heart) guides me to His priorities:

Seek the Kingdom of God above all else, and live righteously, and he will give you everything you need.  Matt. 6:33 (New Living Translation)
 

The Lord is good to those who wait for Him, to the person who seeks Him. Lam. 3:25 (HCSB)
 

You will call to Me and come and pray to Me, and I will listen to you.  You will seek Me and find Me when you search for Me with all your heart.  Jer. 29:12-13 (HCSB)
 

Seek the Lord and his strength; seek his presence continually!  I Chron. 16:11 (ESV)
 

The truth of the matter is, I have no confidence in my heart, my will, my ambitions...UNLESS...I seek God daily and continually and am confident that my agenda is in line with His agenda for me.

That only can be found if I truly seek His heart...not mine.

 

 

 

Lightening Up for Christmas

When one focuses on gratitude and praise and all of God's wonderful mercies...you can bet one thing will happen.  You'll get sucker punched...and your joy seems to disappear.  But it hasn't...you just need to re-adjust your focus...again...and again.

I'm coming to grips at a deeper level that I am more an introvert, than extrovert.  I'm sure I will explore this in future posts.

But for now...I'll show you some things that have been taking up some of my time.  Lighten it up a bit.

I am so grateful for pinterest...

I am a Secret Santa for one of my colleagues in the office...wanna see some of the things I've made?

I took a jar...and turned it into a Snowman soak...see?

 

And while I have not had time to do much baking, I did make these Christmas fortune cookies for her...see?

 

The other two things I've made I did not get to photograph...but I'll try to sneak one!!!!! (note to self)

 

Final gift tomorrow...check in tomorrow night and see what it is...

 

Hope you're taking a moment or two out this busy season to contemplate all that is important and meaningful to you.